It’s been a long day
I don’t know what I’ve proven
If there was anything to say
I don’t know about death
I don’t know about anything except this falling feeling
I’ve got to get up
But I’m not ready yet
Will I lose myself if I leave this place?

I’ve spent my life looking for something to fill me up
But nothing works
Nothing at all
I’m looking for memories that haven’t happened yet
Can we drive in my car?
Can we sing all those songs,
That were made for friends
Speeding down the highway?

Put the first Joyce Manor record on
It makes me feel younger
Put “A Promise” on
It makes me feel broken
Put on the Mountain Goats
They make me feel inspired
Play “Birthday”
It makes everything alright

I hope I’m right this time - I hope I make it out
I hope next time the songs aren’t so bleak
I’m sorry everyone - I don’t want to die
I just think about dying - Far too often.
I’ll learn something from all this
8 years and counting
I’m sure it’ll make sense - When I get out of it
I hope I write happy songs
I hope I make everyone proud
I’m gonna love the mornings - I won’t be tired all the time
I’m not gonna get angry - I’m gonna roll with the punches.
I’m not gonna lay in this bed anymore
I will go down fighting
I’ll make it through this year – if it kills me.

When everything is said and done
I don’t know what I was supposed to learn from this
I think I’m standing strong I think I did it right.
I got good grades, I said the right things
Can you still love me?
Even with this falling feeling