there's black blood in you heart, honeybee.
it flows through your soul and makes your nectar bitter.
there's cold ice in your veins, butterfly
the flowers in her garden were weeds in your eyes.
the red river flows.
there's not enough water in the ocean to clear it's stream.
you'll try anyway. let all the fish die.
there's a cold air in the breeze tonight.
the wind cannot decide what it is saying.
there's a warm heart in the cave tonight.
hot with fire just scared to come out.
watch as there is nothing more to be done
everything is cold hate what the world has become.
and i will hate my body just a little bit tonight.
i will stare in the mirror with despair but i will not let it linger.
one day we will be happy.
i love you, i love you, i love you, i love you,
your daughter, your sister: